I'm Shocked

And not in a good way. BFN. I think I'm just too stunned to really process it. Ugh. I had more hope for this cycle than any others we ever did.

Kevin is already talking about how to find the $ to do another cycle with my eggs. This means I'll be creating a complicated spreadsheet that compares the costs of a donor egg cycle with a Leah egg cycle. I'd better not put the odds of achieving a successful pregnancy in that spreadsheet or the Leah side of the spreadsheet will be woefully lame. :-(